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susah hati.
miserable!!

nothing can precisely describe it
(@.@)?
i feel miserable bout myself, bout my psm.
almost bout everything i see, i hear

PSM
i try my best,
the very best,
i work hard as hard as i can
but in the end,
still it's not enough!
i can't finish it by time. i cant drop it.
its a double edge sword. fail or quarantine.
i doubt that i can finish it even through quarantine.
it feel like the last 24 hours of my life been taken from me.
i wanna givup! i wanna run away! i wanna disappear from this moment!!
the only thing that stop me is
bonding
its strong. its unbreakable. its beyond touch. the only way is to cut loose
but am i brave enough?
doesn't make sense isn't it? well, hell!!


so the only thing i can do is
be positive
and
pinch every single my brain cell
to work towards the goal!!

chay0ok rina! ganbatte ne!!
=('',)=

decision making,
dislike!
the one you like ask your permission to flirt around.
that's really a turn off! most human are blunt!
so am i as i dont mind say it loud.

being a listener,
quite good at it
irritated me sometimes
its a public service for those who in need
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