it's been a while i haven't update my blog. not that there aren't any interesting things happened. in fact, things happened like crazy and i don't find it interesting anymore. friends, school, life.. i can't be bothered by them anymore. nothing triggered my interest or my emotions.
i asked myself, why i didnt even feel sad when my friends acted coldly to me? or when they badmouthing me? lately, i havent talk to my close friend and i dont feel anything.
i wonder if there is something wrong with me l0l
i had come with new resolution.
i'd been ignoring my friend, R that told my lecturer that she did all the assignment even though i did my parts..since i dont feel angry to her anymore and i kinda pity her when she come to me and said that people been ignoring her even her close friend so i kinda be friend with her.
i dont know if i been hypocrite here but i dont mad at her anymore. even though she did that to me, we had our good times. this time i take precaution. just in case. i dont really like her but does that mean that i can't be friend to her?
someone told me that i'm good at pretending.
the next morning after i knew what R did to me, i talk to her like usual. i dont use harsh way anymore. i'm old enough to be diplomatic. if you wanna say that i'm a good pretender, talk about yourself. hey!! why am i writing about this? it's been a while since my friend said that!! hmmm....i wonder...maybe because she mentioned it every now and then...
well, go to hell with that haha
well, life goes on. i'm looking forward for my final exam this semester. my degree project also went quite well. i think i'm doing just fine..ah wait!! there's more!
2 of my group member suspected that me and F didnt do our part in our assigment. there it come again. another complains. just because they didnt see it by their own eyes, they said people slacking around...we had divide the tasks and that time they agreed to it
but now they said that they dont agree and somehow they put all the blames on us.
but didnt we finished the tasks already?
i dont know why they just mentioned it now. they even claimed money from us with excuse that her car broke when they went to do their tasks.plus they didnt even told us about that interview. they could asked us to come with them but no...they prefer take 2 of their best friends. now they wanna claimed the cost? no even a chance. they left us blind and suddenly pop up out of no where asking for money...
i dont know what will happen and i'm not interested because things like this always happened. plus am not going to pay. am no bank!
i asked myself, why i didnt even feel sad when my friends acted coldly to me? or when they badmouthing me? lately, i havent talk to my close friend and i dont feel anything.
i wonder if there is something wrong with me l0l
i had come with new resolution.
i'd been ignoring my friend, R that told my lecturer that she did all the assignment even though i did my parts..since i dont feel angry to her anymore and i kinda pity her when she come to me and said that people been ignoring her even her close friend so i kinda be friend with her.
i dont know if i been hypocrite here but i dont mad at her anymore. even though she did that to me, we had our good times. this time i take precaution. just in case. i dont really like her but does that mean that i can't be friend to her?
someone told me that i'm good at pretending.
the next morning after i knew what R did to me, i talk to her like usual. i dont use harsh way anymore. i'm old enough to be diplomatic. if you wanna say that i'm a good pretender, talk about yourself. hey!! why am i writing about this? it's been a while since my friend said that!! hmmm....i wonder...maybe because she mentioned it every now and then...
well, go to hell with that haha
well, life goes on. i'm looking forward for my final exam this semester. my degree project also went quite well. i think i'm doing just fine..ah wait!! there's more!
2 of my group member suspected that me and F didnt do our part in our assigment. there it come again. another complains. just because they didnt see it by their own eyes, they said people slacking around...we had divide the tasks and that time they agreed to it
but now they said that they dont agree and somehow they put all the blames on us.
but didnt we finished the tasks already?
i dont know why they just mentioned it now. they even claimed money from us with excuse that her car broke when they went to do their tasks.plus they didnt even told us about that interview. they could asked us to come with them but no...they prefer take 2 of their best friends. now they wanna claimed the cost? no even a chance. they left us blind and suddenly pop up out of no where asking for money...
i dont know what will happen and i'm not interested because things like this always happened. plus am not going to pay. am no bank!