[ thought of the day ]

mood:
like after killed someone i care
song:
lock in love by james baum

sometimes
what we need is
someone who ticks our mind
someone
that see the world from our own perspective
someone
that we never thought we'll get an advice from.

sometimes
what we need is
someone to be there by us
someone that doesn't even need to talk with
just someone to sit silently beside us

sometimes
no matter how hard we try to forget
it still lingered in our mind
in fact,
the harder we try to forget
the attachment grew stronger
and we left with no choices
but to live with it

sometimes
we need to be the bad one
to get what we want
we have to be the one that hurt others
so that we won't keep hurting our self

sometimes
i wish i had the confidence to say out loud
to get it all out of my chest
just to let me live in peace

but most of the time
we just let it slip
without considered how it would hurt our self
and later hurt others